The mind has become numb,
the feelings are dead.
No more do the flowers blossom,
no more do I swoop to smell them.
How painful is separation,
Finally i know, it wreaks of isolation.
So condemned to be free,
My words are emptier than my soul.
The whole being craves for glories behold.
The sparks of joy come and go,
They tend to ignite & win,
How many changes have i seen,
So fast, so quick, it bleeds the spleen.
Give me time to recover my beloved,
for you and I will be one someday.
Till then you be happy and sad.
Cause I am hurt and its really bad,
Why should we speak of living?
When every place speaks of death.
A ray of hope somewhere in the darkness,
I tend to follow it through its madness,
Clouded by fear and cries of hatred,
Shallow thoughts of friends and foes,
At least today the foe lasts longer than the friend.
Still I go on every day,
Dreaming and screaming within,
I wish it would end soon,
So that i can find the peace i am searchin'
Running towards a shore of happiness,
Moving close to kindness,
It feels good to be hurt though,
It taught me life and made me go...
To burn the feelings through the air,
And write reasons that i still care,
Through the wear and tear a heart melts,
Away to bear a pain so unknown it scares.
